Contentment

Shoot!  It's 11:00 and I haven't posted today.  I had a long day at work and earlier this evening I had the chance to help out a friend.  But after I got home from that, I sat down with my salad and started reading instead of working on this.  And now it's late, so I'm going to cheat a little today and share with you one of the things I read tonight.  It actually is pretty fitting, considering my quest.  It reminds me of Genesis 2, and how God gives humankind everything it needs.  And it makes me think how sad it is to not see that it's enough.

I promise a real post tomorrow.  For sure.

A great teacher once told a story in his preaching about a man who for eight years besought God to show him a man who would make known to him the way of truth.  While he was in this state of anxiety there came a voice from God and spake to him:  "Go in front of the church, and there shalt thou find a man who will make known to thee the way of truth."

He went, and found a poor man whose feet were chapped and full of dirt, and all his clothes were hardly worth twopence-halfpenny.  He greeted this poor man and said to him, "God give thee a good morning."  The poor man answered, "I never had a bad morning."  The other said, "God give thee happiness. How answerest thou that?"  The poor man answered, "I was never unhappy."  The first then said, "God send thee blessedness. How answerest thou that?"  :I was never unblessed," was the answer.  Lastly the questioner said, "God give thee health!  Now enlighten me, for I cannot understand it."  And the poor man replied, "When thou saidst to me, may God give thee a good morning, I said I never had a bad morning. If I am hungry, I praise God for it; if I am cold, I praise God for it; if I am distressful and despised, I praise God for it; and that is why I never had a bad morning. When thou askedst God to give me happiness, I answered that I had never been unhappy; for what God gives or ordains for me, whether it be His love or suffering, sour or sweet, I take it all from God as being the best, and that is why I was never unhappy. Thou saidst further, May God make thee blessed, and I said, I was never unblessed, for I have given up my will so entirely to God's will, that what God wills, that I also will, and that is why I was never unblessed, because I willed alone God's will."

"Ah! dear fellow," replied the man; "but if God should will to throw thee into hell, what wouldst thou say then?"  He replied, "Throw me into hell! Then I would resist Him.  But even if He threw me into hell, I should still have two arms wherewith to embrace Him.  One arm is true humility, which I should place under Him, and with the arm of love I should embrace Him."  And he concluded, "I would rather be in hell and possess God, than in the kingdom of heaven without Him."